Holidays are bizarre, says me.

Yes it is true, the holidays are a bizarre thing. Hate it when they are here, love it when they are not. =/ Why do i hate the holidays, i hear u holidays-lovers gasp? it is because it is a time when my lack of real true close friends are highlighted. It is a time when i sit at home by myself and reflect upon what a loser i have been, am and will be.

A weird thing happened the other day. I was messaging one of my female friends from my secondary school days, and i told her about my break up with my ex and i finished one of my messages saying "Haiz, who will ever truly love me la? stress =/" and she replied, "=P i used to like u, u know?"

I was like, thunderstruck. it was a "wtf" moment. and "wtf" indeed. i sat on my bed, just stunned for about 5 minutes. Girls have weird taste, yes? choosing guys like me when there are plenty other choices around... Think i'll still be single for a while more... even though the new someone is still hovering in my mind all the time...

Yesterday, went back to my sec sch with my bestie, kennie, to take my o lvl cert. The newly renovated yishun town secondary school is an EYESORE! Weird colour scheme and all... But it's abit weird to go back to the yishun campus to collect my cert, since i graduated in the sembawang campus... all my fondest memories are there... this new building is just like an empty shell... Still, saw my form teacher, said she's doing well, just very stressed... Me and kennie laughed at her cuz she was still working whereas we were on hols, lol... Saw my old dnt teacher as well, he was still conducting lessons, which is typical, after all, my batch had no june hols AT ALL during our time becuz of dnt Os... i strongly restrained myself from giving that asshole the finger... =P sure it would have felt very satisfying.

After that, Kennie let me play Guitar Hero 3 on his lappie, got me quite addicted, (Slow Ride~~) and gave me a few sore fingers too... -.-

Today is just another boring day of the hols, but hey, whats new? =/