Time goes by, we can never stay the same...

Listening to Tsubasa, a song from the anime Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles and i'm lovin a line from it. "Time goes by, we can never stay the same... Now we've come so far from love memory, don't lose my heart's call, we will never be apart, in our hearts we can hear the love melody..."

Okay, that was random, lol

Anyway, as i said in the previous entry, i am addicted to an anime which CS recommended to me called Fate/Stay Night. It is an anime about 7 people called Masters and their magical fighters, called Servants. What addicts me to this anime is the plot. The 7 people will fight it out with each other for the Holy Grail, which will grant them a wish. What's so cooool about it are the Servants, all 7 of them, Saber, Archer, Lancer, Berserker, Rider, Assassin and Caster. Admittedly, i have not watched that far to have seen Rider, Assassin and Caster, but thus far, all is cool... Thanks CS! ^__^

Today's wednesday, Culture day... For once, faci changed meeting 3 a little by stating we can only have 6 slides in our powerpoint... Made it harder, but my all-male team of Kenneth, Shermie, Ah Ding and JD managed it to perfection...

Been spending alot more time with the guys these days... reason being that school is ending soon and i want to have fond memories of everyone in class and as i spent my first half of the sem with female friends, thought i'd make it up to them now, lol...

Was abit sad today.. because i realised its like.. the 2nd last culture lesson already... i really don't wish for this class to part... except for narnia... this class was truly my first bunch of friends and i appreciate them all the same for the role that they have played in my life...

My sarcasm and wit might have offended some people, but really, i want to make it known again, IF I AM SARCASTIC TO YOU, IT MEANS I TREAT YOU AS A FRIEND. IF I AM POLITE OR FORMAL WITH YOU, IT MEANS YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME.

So ya, i know i can be offending sometimes, but really, ITS JUST A JOKE! understand? ^__^

Friends forever, E35P - 1

Fate

Time has been passing well enough... had a horrible friday... thought it would be interesting with a european faci, but he turned out to be just a bore.

Spent the weekend watching Full Metal Panic: The second raid, and my new addiction, Fate/Stay Night. Possibly the best anime i watched with a pretty unique storyline. Would elaborate on it, but i'm too sleepy now

Finally downloaded Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas too... didn't work too well at first, but somehow got it to work proper today... happy...

ciao...

COMPLETE REVERSAL

After so many days of sadness, i owe it to cognitive faci, pamela, to my complete reversal in mood today! I'm not sure exactly what is the cause but maybe i've been hanging out too little with guy friends! lol.. after all, my best friends are female. but since today was boy group and girl group, i got to mix around with the guys and be rougher abit.

It was literally the most fun day in my life. I laughed so much in the day till tears flowed out. TWICE! It was just so amazing and fun being able to crap with guys, lol...

After school, kenneth, simon, jian de, siong and i, hung out in the foodcourt for dinner, and we talked there for almost 1 and a half hours about the class. People that we like to work with, dont like to work with, etc etc. it was really amazing and many many more jokes and laughter were formed there.

After that, we went somewhere in school to sit and play games where kenneth taught me a few useful tricks in need for speed. After which i was re introduced to Dota. My first match in 2 years or so.. lol... The highlight wasn't anything that happened in the match, but me getting "assassinated" by a little boy wielding a plastic dagger... Much more laughter there, lol...

laughed so much today till my stomach hurts and made me forget all about my illness and my bad part in the teamwork today. Bloody great day!

Sigh

i've been having a really bad week... not only have i been sick, but... i don't know how to put it...

I just feel an immense sadness.... sure, i've had happy times, like when i went to watch a movie with some of my classmates, but deep down, i couldnt be REALLY happy like i had been for the past 3 weeks... sigh.. what is wrong... =/

Hm...

Oh kay, today was VBA day. I, for once, actually found it quite simple and had pretty much fun today, trying to help people and stuff =)

Chew Sung unveiled her class ppt to the class which was very nice, though the font is abit hard to read in certain slides and too many repeated pics from my vid, lol.

Don't really know what to write today... Just know that i'm in a better mood than yesterday but still not as good...

Managed to hide the fact that i had fever today. i didn't really want to go take mrt lol.. was feeling too weak... but for my best friends' sake, go lor, lol.. and didnt regret it. had fun and laughter... (cheryl aka wonderwoman's crazy weekend-skipping time abilities)

Was abit sad at the end though, because i could tell from Xin's eyes, which are very expressive, that she was sad about something, so i did my best to comfort her before going home... zzz... kk, i need bed rest. bad.











Regarding the previous post about my class signing me up for captain's ball when i didn't want to, i just wanted to point out the fact that, it doesn't matter whether i get to play or not. It is just the concept behind it, the fact that i don't want to do it that annoys me.

Annoyed. Irritated. Pissed.

Bad day. Bad bad bad day.

I thought it was pretty decent at first when sheryl showed up for science. Was afraid that she wasn't going to. We felt that we needed her because it was biology today. So we were relatively happy that she came and poked fun at her for being the "pro" and called her "god".

But it seems that someone cannot take humor when it is directed at them ( i have no problems recalling that she was laughing merrily when i was making fun of other people ) So she decided to do her work "individually" (which she didn't, she still used our slides)

At the end of the day, as the rest of us (me, siong and chew sung) slaved away to produce the slides, we realised that we didn't need her at all. Sure, she soloed the worksheet, but at the end of the day, the worksheet does nothing for us.

We managed to churn out a relatively decent powerpoint for our presentation. The nerve of some people...

I mean, i KNOW that my sense of humor offends some people (which was why i gave that warning at the beginning of the school year), i can understand if i offended her, be that as it may, if she finds my sense of humor offensive, then i feel that she has no right to laugh when im making fun of others.

Anyway, it's not like she doesn't know me. She's my ex, for crying out loud. Who know's me better than her? i can only think of a few.

Whatever. Next.

Was rather annoyed at the end of the day too. Because even though i insisted, my class persisted in writing my name down on the class captain's ball list. I know it's unsporting of me, but come on la. Respect my decision can? Don't just write my bloody name down without my permission.

Normally, i would find the second scenario pretty normal, would be slightly annoyed. But after the first incident, which already made me pretty mad, this one just pushed me further and made me rather quiet on the way home.

Sigh... okay, ill try to calm down.

Anyway, today was also cheryl's 17th birthday. And since she's a very close friend of mine, it was very special to see her face light up when her cake came in. lol...

happy birthday, cheryl... Hope you'll grow wiser. =)


I'm really really sorry if i offended anyone with this post but please note that if someone took ur name and... signed it up for something you absolutely don't want to do, you'd be pretty mad too...

I hate being tall =/

maybe...

My life is great... lol... Yesterday was enterprise, and the awesome andy kept to his promise of letting us choose our own team, so long as it is the same next four weeks till the end... which i will have no problems with, because i have an awesome team of... i'm sure u guys know by now xin and chew sung will be in it, lol... ah ding and kai tien round up the remaining 2 spaces... We got off to a rocky start though... we had fun, yeah, but our rate of work done was slower and more difficult than usual...

Anyway, after the presentations, which was VERY long as some people were taking their own sweet time.. -.- (my team had 22 slides and we still were faster than these some people individually -.-)

As i was saying, after school, xin and i accompanied chew sung to the library to get a story book that she wanted, had lots of fun as usual.




jeez. now im in a bad mood again. That idiotic bastard who calls himself by father just scolded me for nothing again. asshole. fucker. irritating faggot. roar. bad weekend ahead, as usual.. hate weekends... sigh...

Yishun Vs. Khatib Vs. Bishan.

Today was Cognitive day!

And by god, was it FUN!

Got teamed up with Ding Jie, Suet Min, Xin and Sheena, the last 2 being absent... Get well soon xin! and happy birthday sheena!!

So anyway, it was just me, ding and suet in Team 1.
We coped surprisingly well! thanks to ah ding, who found a brilliant resource, then i proceeded to understand it while suet linked it to the problem statement. Flawless teamwork at it's best! i hope pamela doesnt change the team next week! T_T

Walked to CWP to take the MRT home at chew sung's request along with Jia Lin, who was going there to meet her bf (who looks really good with her, btw) and Cheryl.

Just as we got onto the MRT, sherman came running in to surprise us, sad for jian de and suet, who failed to make it.. lol...

Laughed alot on the MRT, poking fun at "Yishun People", "Khatib People" and "Bishan People". which was me and sherman's neighbourhood, Chew Sung's mrt stop and Cheryl's neighbourhood respectively... lol

Oh yah, royston was on the mrt too, lol.. keep forgetting about him >.<

Mature wallet!!

Today is G104 day! aka Culture!! hmm... not as fun as the pre-identity topics... but still much much fun... Teamed up with Xin, Hiddie and baky... and faizal -.- but he wasn't here, duh...

Felt so bad for chew sung.. =/ she got the people she doesnt like... =(

But anyway, it was a normal normal culture day, fun, cool... hope ill get an A this time -.- i really did try to write a longer RJ -.-

After school, went to CWP with Xin to meet up with Chew Sung to buy my new Mature Wallet.. lol
Chew sung and xin picked it out for me.. thanks so much, lol... and the storekeeper said i have a mature look.. lol.. wtf.. anyone who knows me knows that i'm anything but mature.. lol

After that, went to the food court to chow before wandering for awhile as Xin's bf and friend joined us before going home... great way to end the day, with friends... =)

hmm... cat's out of the bag...

Today was a relatively good day, because claire is finally out of my computing group, (and i pray she does not ever group with me again) and, lol, i think she FINALLY realises that the class dislikes her, thanks to "cb claire", which is the dota network name that simon created which kenneth flashed onto the screen. By god, was it an lol moment.

The VB today, was once again, confusing, stumping even VB king, who is in my team now =D I ponned with a whole ton of people during breakout 2, hiding next door... somehow i know i'll regret it.. because this is already my fourth partial... sigh... i feel i somehow wont make it to year 2... oh well...

Science and Hellboy.

So, over the weekends, i finally watching the anime that i have been putting off for so long, Ouran High School Host Club, really funny anime, though it got quite boring near the last few episodes...
The weekends was mainly boring though, because nothing to do now, played need for speed, got my lamborghini gallardo...

Anyway, today is monday, which is science day... Once again, my team managed to irritate jia lin da jie by goofing around too much -.- sorry jia lin T_T but i think i managed to make up for it in meeting 3 where i squeezed in quite alot of knowledge about the topic, which was actually quite easy.

After lessons, Sherman, Xin, Chew Sung and i all went to causeway point to catch the movie HellBoy2, which was rather boring for me (7/10), but to me, it was all about the time spent with my friends rather than the movie.


Had a blast until we realised Xin had to rush off immediately after the movie to see her bf, whom was waiting for her outside... which made me feel kinda bad because i thought they'd argued or something... but xin messaged me later to reassure me everything was fine, which made me happy again... Overall, a great day =D

I remember the day...

I remember the day when i first met you, i felt that you were too quiet but that was okay to me, because it was the first day of school and most people were quiet then.... I thought that your name was interesting...

As weeks passed by, somehow, i failed to team up with you, so i did not know you...

Now, however, i feel that i know you... Do you know that whenever you walk past me or just brush past me, my heart skips a beat? i don't think you do, because i hid it. I told this only to a few souls...

Do you know that whenever i don't see you, i find myself just replaying the times when i HAVE seen you? i don't think you do...

Do you know the way i feel for you now? I dont think you do.. but how i hope with all my heart that it was otherwise...

sigh...

Good, bad day...

Chew Sung, me and Xin, the ever-laughing trio of the enterprise team, aka The Koufu People.

As i said earlier this morning, its enterprise day~ and once again, the 3 of us had mountains of fun, absolute delight to team up with my 2 best friends =D anyway, the day was great fun except for the times when people decided to tease me about claire... it really pisses me off when that happens... =/

Anyway, when i was on bus 169 i got a message from chew sung, and i decided to surprise visit her at her workplace, baleno at northpoint, where she was working for the last time before it closes down.

anyway, its pretty boring now, weekends ahead, totally not looking forward to it... =/

Gonna have a good day~

Its friday today and that means only one thing~~ Enterprise! =D

Nathan and Sheena are going to be lucky today because chew sung, xin and i already did majority of the ppt last night... =)

Anyway, why is it that she would like me? -.- Throughout the 4 months of school, i have had less than half an hour's worth of conversation with her -.- She knows NOTHING about me... gah...

But now that THAT incident is over, i have been thinking of a certain someone... but im not sure if my feelings for her are real yet, and no , its not claire. -.-

When the darkness starts to cover your eyes, i will carry you...

Hey ho~ I seemed to have lost my habit of blogging daily... hmm.. oh wells... much has happened since i last blogged... For starters, i DID manage to get the class video out by monday afternoon, and thankfully, it was to generally good reviews! though one said it was plain and another said it was okay but i could see from her face that she was bored... =/ but hey, majority wins =D


Anyways, on to the topic i have in mind... I was reading one of my close friend's blog and i noted that she said she doesn't feel that i am sincerely her friend, not because of anything i did, but because her friend betrayed her when she was younger and now she has lost faith in friendship... Now, i'm fine with that, i really am, because to me, no matter how she feels, she IS my close friend... And i also perfectly understand how she is feeling, because a few years back, my friend betrayed me too, and i couldn't trust anyone for a long long time, preferring to be emo and kept to myself for many many years until i came to poly...

What changed when i came to poly? Simple, i met someone who goes by the name of Sheryl Silas Lim Pei Ru, aka "my ex"... Even though when i was with her, i felt constantly stressed and such, there was something about her that just unlocked me. Opened me up again to make me cheerful...

Sadly, when we broke up, i clammed up again but somehow, someway, i managed to claw my way out with the help of my friends (Her admitting she had a new bf really helped too).

I don't know if this friend of mine reads my blog, but if she does, i just want her to know that she shouldn't lose her faith in friendship, because if a friend can betray you, that person wasn't really your friend at all, so she shouldnt blame the concept of friendship, she should just blame that particular person. There are bad people in the world, that is true. But at the end of the day, the amount of good people is far more, so my advice to this particular friend is to take a risk, open up and accept our offerings of friendship... Sure, she might get hurt by other more evil people, but at the end of the day, as i have learnt, getting hurt is part and parcel of life. Everyone gets hurt someday but it takes a real winner to stand up and recover from it quickly and i have the confidence that my friend is a winner, she is just lacking the self belief....

End of that topic...
Starting next topic.

Today was Maths and Computing, a VB lesson today~
It was rather complex at the beginning for me... but after Kenneth Yap, aka E35P's local VB KING, took over in teaching us during break out 2, it became much simpler...

Me and one of my teammates, I call her Hiddie, agreed that VB is not just something you can learn via PBL, because PBL needs you to research and stuff, and somethings, like VB, just cannot be learnt like that. We need a more Teacher-like figure, like VB king, to guide us through. I learnt more about VB today than in all the previous lessons and my respect for Kenneth has just gone higher as he had the option to not teach us and gain the glory all for himself, but he did, and for that, i am grateful.

Over all, a good 2 days... =) looking forward to culture tomorrow because its always interesting... and even more to enteprise, which isn't as interesting but i have an awesome awesome group and always manage to have a fun time while working hard =)

OMG

Gah, there's cobwebs on my blog, urgh... has it really been that long since i updated? =P

Well, life's been fine... Had another sensational friday with the enterprise team... Spent the whole of saturday and today trying to improve on my "present" for the class... was actually supposed to be done by monday... but after thinking and talking about it, i decided that a later date in exchange for quality would be the wiser choice... i hope the class likes it...

=(

Have you guys ever made someone close to u angry? I just have. Yes, its true, i drove my goddaughter to anger through my relentless sarcasm throughout the whole Culture lesson. (which was really fun by the way, the culture lesson, i mean.)

I didn't mean to deliberately provoke her or anything, its just that sarcasm is my standard style of communication, i use it all the time... And also, she didnt tell me she didnt like it, so i didnt stop... I mean, you WOULD think that people don't like sarcasm, wouldnt you? but its surprising how many people actually do, even if its directed at them, which is why i didn't smell a rat until she burst into tears... goodness i hate myself... thats the second time i drove anyone to tears simply by speaking.

Screw you, jie min. Screw the sarcastic bastard that is me... =/