Enterprise...

Its enterprise lesson today~ G105 and it is boring as hell... all this talk about money money money money~~ i love money, hell yeah, but i dont like all these technical aspects of it... omg, so bloody boring...

Somehow got a feeling that i'll do terrible in today's presentation.. hope its not true.. becuz its the last day of sch for awhile.. hope to sign off with a bang, right? lol...

Recently, i found myself thinking of someone in my class alot (not my ex), as of now, i am unsure what it means... a wee bit confused... because i just broke up and all, so i should still be sad right?

but should i? my ex, after all, has already moved on (she denies it, but oh please...)... Am i ready for my heart to be put on the line and possibly smashed again? i just don't know...

Weeeooot~

Hi hi, i apologise for the lack of posts recently.. but wait. why am i apologising? no one probably reads this anyway... lol... Anyway this couple of days have been fun for me... i don't know why... maybe it's because i feel that i have completely gotten over my ex now... speaking about my ex, god knows what she was doing in the dark room with a guy that day... O.O

lol... Today is the last day of school before 2 weeks of holiday... Strange how time just zips by this day. I could've sworn last week was just my first day, grouping with cheryl, "kai quan" and "xing tien"..

Ah... 7:37am and siong just burst into the room... at last, some noise... lol...

Post-presentation

Surprise, surprise... i thought i didnt do too well in my presentation but other people thought otherwise! got a good review! =D

Giving my presentation was fun.... I tried out a new presenting style today instead of the usual "1 hand in pocket, other waving around" posture... And people actually noticed the lack of my beloved Old English font, lol.. well, suet did the slide today, so no old english... My eyes happened to chance upon my ex as i was presenting, which made me falter abit... i have no idea why, ha...

And i am in the "ah......................" gang, responsible for torturing suet, lol... fun day fun day... boring listening to other's presentation though.. abit dry topic...

p.s. i really hope the 7-11 store stocks lemon FF soon... mint annoys me... =/

Gorge!!

Haha... 3:12pm now... just minutes before its my turn to present... I ate just now at lunch, which is a very surprising fact for the FF boy... lol... presentation by team 2 is almost done... sheena's wrapping it up for them... truth be told, im not very confident in today's presentation... very unclear... kept making changes to my slide... hope i can do well...

Lesson time

11:04 am now... Culture meeting 2 just started, and i am BORED! Today's culture seems so boring... Like my team though, lol, very well balanced... Tall,short,fat,thin,geek,cool,handsome,ugly, all have, lol...

British think they're better than us, asks the faci. lol... she's asking for comments, oh my god.. can't think la.. too boring... zzz....

Early morning...

7:46am. The start of another day, just done scribbling the usual morning messages on the whiteboard in my oh-so-doctor's handwriting.

Yesterday, i wrote "E35P, La mia diablo, la mia angelo, la mia vita." which means "E35p, my devil, my angel, my life." Someone, upon seeing that asked "So you're saying that E35P is your life la?"

When i heard that question, i was slightly stumped. I do feel that E35P is my life, my home. Fact is, when im at home, i just play computer games and wait for the next day. Everything that has been happening in my life centers around this bunch of friends... Maybe, just maybe, they are my family.. =D i'm starting to feel that they are, mainly because my real family stinks up to the high heaven whereas my friends here actually listen to my problems... so, any e35pians reading this, i love u guys!! =D lol.. omg sounds gay la...

Good Lesson today : a first for Maths.

Another end of another day has come... Today was maths, a lesson that i typically and usually hate. However, i found today much more enjoyable. Perhaps because it was of the fact that i contributed more today. I literally had to use most of my brain power, which made it all the more enjoyable. I have not had to use my brain for a long time as questions were either too difficult or too easy.

Today was also Jia Lin's surprise birthday party thingy... i thought i had spoilt it by accidentally blurting it out the day before... =P thank goodness that she had not noticed anything and it was nice to see her so happy. I am sure that i would have been very happy getting a surprise on my birthday as well.. =P

I read Jia Lin's blog about her and her boyfriend... Which just reminded me of me and my ex... I feel like i have finally gotten over her, because i can look her straight in the eyes without feeling that flutter in my heart like i used to. It's a good thing, of course... I can finally start leading a stress and care-free life like i used to...

Xin Ying wasn't feeling well today, but still found it in herself to be able to lead the team very well as we were sort of like a man down... Strangely, i was a bit nervous while presenting today which is not like me at all... Also, i delievered a rather confusing presentation which is, again, not like me....

But all in all, it was a pleasant day for me, with much to celebrate... ^^

The Great Escape

Today was a relatively fine day for me. Why, you might ask? Asides from the fact that I feel extremely sleepy today, everything else went right. Sure, i had science lessons today, which is my worst. But my whole team skipped halfway which was damn fun to plan... even though she didnt come along =/ but hey still, it was great fun... =)

To top it off, in my beloved Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion computer game, i have made it to the top of the Dark Brotherhood at last, after tons of treachery and double crossing =D

Good good day... ^^

Pissed off.

For some reason beyond my comprehension, i woke up feeling very very pissed today. Nothing had been going my way for a long time. There isn't one day in the whole week when i am allowed to sleep in... no, it is always 6am as the wake up time for me...

Perhaps i really need to start learning the piano, so i'll feel like i have purpose in life. Because as of now, my life just seems really pointless and futile... sure, i know i want to be a writer. But honestly, i know that my english isn't earth-shatteringly good like even the most novice of writers are. My english is above average at best...

Feeling tired and pissed at the same time just isn't a very good combination... especially when you have a load of housework waiting for you... oooo, a pile of clothes to iron, how exciting... not...

Step up 2 frenzy!

recently, one of my classmates gave me the movie Step Up 2 The Streets, something i had been wanting to watch for a long time... As i expected, i loved the movie and i ended up having most of the soundtrack which actually made my head bob along with it, a rarity for me.

Anyway, today, my maid's contract was terminated. What does that mean? it means pampered old me actually had to get my hands dirty doing chores!! =D

Also i got a haircut.. which is so totally hitler-ish... -.- I'll be so laughed at when school starts on monday...

Hi, whoever is reading this. Yes its true, i have returned to blogging after... 2 years... I realise because of this that i seem to blog only when i have some big concern on my mind... =P

Oh wells, if you came looking for an update on my boring boring life, you have come to the absolute right place.

As i sit here in my classroom at 7:34am with only ah siong present with me, i can't help but wonder. Did i make the right choice last friday in ending it? My mind says yes, you did. By ending it, i was relieved of so much stress and burden however, my heart says NO. why? because there is this tiny little part in me that is still very much in love with her no matter what she may or may not have done. But yes, i decided to listen to my mind and several of my friends who advised me to move on. so that is what i am trying to do, move on, jie min, move!!!

My first post will end here. Why, i hear u ask? because i finally got my Sims 2 computer game from my cousin back, so i'm so gonna play it now... bye~ ~waves~