Its now or never!

Adding value to myself... What does it mean? Been pondering alot about that sentence... It seems like good advice, doesn't it?

Yeah, i think it is.. but i can't figure out what it means. Sure, it's just adding value to myself... but how do i do that? hmm...

And here, one of my great friends, took a picture of her search for "zigzagism" which is a term i anyhow invented because i was in denial that my abstract art is bad. lol.. found it quite funny.


anyways, starting to regret not going to school on monday... having slight withdrawal symptoms.. i miss PEOPLE... lol.. at home no one to talk to... except the songs blasting from my lappie...


Note to self: Buy earphones. Both the ones i use for my ipod and for my laptop are spoilt. again.

Carpal tunnel

Spent my day playing games. full day. 3/4 Diablo 2, 1/4 WoW... I really dislike WoW... i dont think i will play it.. will probably uninstall after a few days... sorry kennie mate. but it really doesnt appeal to me...

Played diablo 2 lots. anyone who has played it will know it needs alot of clicking. Lol.. clicked until got carpal tunnel... an injury to the hand...

Will totally appreciate the coming long weekend... though im still not sure if i should miss monday... =/ its maths, and i hate it... so probably will ba...

Enterprise and Science.

Yesterday was enterprise...

Was actually pretty interesting and fun... About economics, something that is quite common sense la... (if demand goes down, price obviously will go down also ma.. etc etc) Think enterprise is starting to become my fave of the week... communications has a chance to be my fave, but the faci is too boring... Cognitive has a chance because the faci is good but the problem is tooooooo hard... Science and maths, lol, dont even have to say. no chance at all.

The ent faci, rick, let me keep his economics book for the week so i can bring it to class next week so the class can use it when he's not around... He also gave a minority of us some after-school lessons about econs...

Today, science. and as i mentioned previously. it is FUCKING BORING. crappy faci crappy problems! it is one whole mountain of crap... And if i have to hear "vhat" or "vater" again, i swear to god, ill go insane! Thank god at least that my team presented first so we could rest early.

Phew... now... 5 days break up ahead and WoW is completing!

Cogni... Paradoxes...

The first official mass msn convo of W45H! Gossiping session! Fun fun fun...

Today was cognitive... Finally, i stayed for the whole day... And it was a good lesson.. about paradoxes... something im relatively familiar after all my crap about nothing = something...

It was a good fun day overall...

Have not been blogging as much, because im downloading WoW, to try out the 10 day trial.. and the downloader is a monster bandwidth eater.. so it takes ages to even load a blog... Hope it will be fun... shall put my plans to buy the Razer headsets on hold till then... dont wanna make a not-needed investment, dont we?

Enterprise tomorrow.. hope it'll be okay... my enterprise hasnt been good lately....

Razer King: My new nickname... lol!

Can't say i didn't expect it... coming to school in a razer tshirt with a razer sling bag, with 2 razer mice and a razer mousepad... and a razer cap which i gave to my friend... lol!

Oh wells... today was maths... the absolute worse performing day of my life in RP. bad till had "extra lessons" shit, man... zzz... the faci's starting to annoy me... sometimes, like can play play, then other times, too serious... also can't gauge from her face... zzz

either ways... went out with JD and nate to CWP after school... had a chat at mac and walked abit, pleasant time...


Listening to: The reason - Hoobastank

Enterprise

Today's lesson in enterprise talked abit about after-service, service that a company provides after u purchase their products, and i would like to say that Razer has THE best after-service i had ever had the fortune to come across... After purchasing my DeathAdder, i had sent an email to the President of Razer to tell him how great it was. In appreciation, he contacted the singapore branch of the company and told them to give me some freebies... =D

I don't know what's included in "some freebies" asides from a Razer Tshirt though... whatever, im still really looking forward to it =D

DeathAdder and the Goliathus!

Like i mentioned in my previous post, i bought the remarkable Razer DeathAdder mouse and since i had the money left over, i decided to buy a Razer Goliathus which is a mouse pad which increases the mice control.. there was a speed version of it, but i reckon the Adder is fast enough... They look just GORGEOUS!!!

The pic is abit blurry because my handphone cam sucks...

Also, just like with the Razer Krait, there was a certificate of authenticity. It says...

"Congratulations - There's no turning back.
The Razer DeathAdder is the first and most advanced right-handed kiling machine from the same undisputed leaders of gaming technology. It is here to redefine the ergonomic gaming mouse.

You're now officially part of the Cult of Razer and you own a page in the history of gaming - the Razer DeathAdder is built, component by component, by some of the most competent engineers this side of the universe.

From the Razer Boomslang to the Razer Copperhead and now the Razer DeathAdder... You are now Razer.

Happy Hunting."

Awesome, ain't it?

=D happy.

I love mice.

For a long time, i've been in possesion of one of the best mouse in history. No, not the kind that scurries around in trash, but the one that sits snug in your hands. The Razer Krait has been my companion for almost over a year. Now, anyone who calls themselves a "gamer" knows who razer is, they are the daddy of the gaming world, churning out mice and sound cards and such to give u an unfair advantage over ur opponents.This is my beloved Razer Krait, whom people in E35P will know that i named as Sally. (my laptop's name is Adam, but i dont call him that anymore, cuz theres a adam in w45h.)
It has served me exceptionally well for so long. Now however, i need to carry on the promise i made a long time ago, and that is to own every mice that razer ever made. sooo my next target is...



The Razer DeathAdder.... Checked it out after tuition today, its $89, just nicely in my budget... even though it is not a huge step over Sally, i must have it because it looks cooler and simply more efficient. I decided to name it Vincent, lol...

Watch out for it over the next few days =D

What Jiemin Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Quite true for the most parts, i think O.o

Blah

Its 3:54am now... not asleep yet... but damn tired... went out with my best sec sch buddies to catch a movie... Bangkok dangerous or something like that... not bad la.. quite amusing... (even though its supposed to be an action film.) Had supper before crapping around at my void deck... now writing this... going to sleep soon.......................

oh ya, shit man, the communication faci.. wtf sia... give me C... i mean, ya la, i know i didnt elaborate on the case study as much as i can, but wtf la, should at least B ma.... zzzz...

ok, eyes closing liao... goodnight.

Live Aid

Was at home for the most of today... and was on youtube most of the time watching one of my favourite shows, Whose line is it anyway? laughed alot...

And watched a few other videos that got me thinking "wow, jie min, you're really selfish.." what kind of vids were those? it was those kind abt people in africa or in need of help... it's really saddening to see such a thing... sigh...

anyway i realised, after missing one full day of school, that i miss my class, both old and new... lol... guess that means the new class is starting to bond ba... =)

Go, W45H!

E35P forever too!

E35P Men's Night, September 11 2008.

Today is Enterprise module.... not too bad... had a good team which worked well and played well... Faci Rick Low wasn't too demanding today, and the problem wasn't too hard... What i was really looking forward to though was men's night!

And my goodness, it was one of the best night i ever had (which is usual of men's night) Kenneth, Sherman, Jian De, Siong, Nathan and Simon went. Although sherman left halfway... The rest of us had mountains and mountains of laughs sharing anecdotes and playing "Run Kitty Run" with each other as well as counter strike... And then...
They discovered my webcam had been enabled... earlier in the day by my classmate, joyce, so i suggested, "hey, why not take a photo?" and of course, kenneth being kenneth, couldnt resist goofing off.

Here's him, kissing his shoe.And here's him again, being gay.
And... him again... being... umm... well.. i dunno what's he being...
According to him, he say's he supposed to be a stroke victim here.. but umm...
Finally... a normal picture... lol... The e35p men's night sep 11 2008, total success! =)

Urgh... Strike one.

Boo... =(

My first Partial of the semester, Cognitive! Had to leave because the people at my volunteer workplace last minute call me to see if i can replace some guy who can't make it or not... and since i was already on probation (sort of), i took up the offer and covered for him lor... sad... especially since the faci was quite nice...

And the kid, bloody hell... so rude sia... waste my time... zzzzzz... even though i love children, it's hard to love when they're throwing books at u...

And wtf????? i got C for science!!! im going to kill her sia... i did my best to understand her thick accent already leh =/ sigh... bo bian la... at least pass... =/

Enterprise tomorrow... hope it's easy and hope rick low dont give us a hard time...

5Days with WASH

today is day number 5 with W45H... Surprisingly, i feel that i have settled in rather well... though i still do miss E35P deeply =/ oh well, at least we have a Men's Night tomorrow =D

Anyways, today is Communications module and the faci is soooo slaaaack.... always release us so early~~~~~ its good in a slack sense... but for modules like culture-comm, i think i'd prefer a more hardworking yet enthusiastic faci, like my old one...My old enterprise faci, Andy, and Culture faci, Yee Lin. They happen to be married. =)
The two best facis of E35P! Wish they were still teaching me...

Anyway, the lesson today was quite simple la, rumours vs gossip... and the faci gave some quite okay feedback... Had Xue Jun, Joyce, Indah and Adam in my team today, again, allll great people...

Had a fun day... Men's Night tomorrow.. can't wait...

Post number 100!

lol, the 100th post since my blog started will be used to change my blog's song from Nickelback's If Anyone Cared to Far Away, also by Nickelback (yes, im in love with them.)
It's a really beautiful song to me, and i love some parts of the lyrics, especially the chorus.

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore...

How nice, though i'm not currently in love with anyone, but it's still a nice thought... and then...

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know...

before going into the chorus again... It is just so... hmm.. my kinda song, i think...


Happy 100 post, www.pegasusjm.blogspot.com!

Lol...

anyway, it's night time now, 8:02pm, listening to Hero by Nickelback.

Today was my first Maths and computing lesson... it was okay la, was very easy, in fact, but quite dry... could've hoped for a more intersting faci, but this one is okay too, i guess...

Had Wei Liang, Elaine and Jevini in my team today, great people who know when to play and work... Am rather surprised Jevini is addicted to solitaire (she was playing it during the whole day)...

good normal day =)

Oh my god, wtf?

In my new class, there is this nice guy, sean. On first glance, u know, he seems to be quiet, but deep inside, he is a street racer, just like me. Of course, im talking about need for speed most wanted again... lol...

He drives a Chevrolet Cobalt! and he is fifth on the blacklist with it! oh my god, wtf? i dont think i know anyone who did such a thing. my cobalt lasted me till rank 13, but when i got the guy's car, then i used it instead of the cobalt, omg... his cobalt has the same stats as my lamborghini murcielago! wtf?

lol... good la, at least got another nfs player i know... back in e35p, i gave so many people nfs, until like all the guys has it, lol...

Tired...

Its 2:25am now... why am i up so late? it is because i was out for a class gathering for my secondary school... saw many of my old classmates, caught up with them and surprised a few with the new me...

It was supposed to be a barbeque, but just as the fire started in our pit (after about an hour or so), it rained -.- We then retreated to a shelter where we all crammed inside there and tried to start a fire in an aluminium tray, which succeeded several times, but the flame went out either to the wind or because of someone depriving the wind of oxygen...

So after awhile, me and a few other friends who live in yishun retreated and went back home... Kennie and i rested at a coffee shop and had supper/dinner of noodles and chatted abit before continuing under my void deck, where he had some really silly things to clear up about the story that he was writing... just reached home and showered... really tired... just waiting for my hair to dry before i go sleep... =/

Yesterday~

was science.... and my goodness, the faci............................. i really wanted to ask "madam, are u speaking english? cuz i cant understand a word you say with that HEAVY accent that you have."

Either ways, the problem was straightforward for me, but getting there was not... Alot of tables to fill up.. and at 2pm, i realised one of the earlier tables i filled up was wrong! and as a result, the other later tables all wrong! omg la, stressed....

Anyways, i think im finally starting to settle into class, with friends like joyce, elaine, lucien, etc etc, all nice people... =) but like my friend Xin said, "I don't think any of the class in RP will ever be as close as our first class"

Anyways, after lessons, i was initially supposed to go home, but my best friend, xin who was from E35P (im writing this extra line because its no longer ONLY e35p people who read this), needed some company... so i stayed behind with her till 9:30pm and we had a long heartfelt talk about everything... It was really enjoyable and it just felt great being able to get troubles out and share it with people... =)

Anyways, its saturday today, and i got a secondary school class gathering later.. hope everything will go well...

=/

2nd day of being a WASHer (W45Her), had a great day today... my team today had lucien, indah (think thats how u spell it), elaine and joyce again...

Had great fun with them, glad to see that i had not reverted back to my former self during the holidays... Great people, especially lucien, who kept going to the toilet to make "soya sauce"

lol, anyway, today as i was walking home by myself listening to If Everyone Cared by Nickelback on my iPod, i realised that the sun was setting, so i sat on the grassy slope near my house and just gazed at it, with the wind blowing at me.

It was then, that i came to realise, that even after all the shit i've been through in my life, even though im confused as to why i exist, at the end of the day, i still feel thankful that i am alive... i can't explain how i came to feel this way, it was just a feeling welling up inside me as the song played and the sun set.

As the song says, Amen, im alive... =)

W45H

first day as W45hian is over, had cogni today and my shitty goodness, it was bloody hard to understand... but eventually, it all worked out...

My class comprises of pretty nice people... but still lacks something that E35P had... dunno what it was...

My team today consisted of Yen Xi, Nabilah and Joyce, pretty nice people, quite high too, especially nab and joyce...

noticed that there are waaaaay too many girls in the class, think theres only 8 guys or something... thats normally okay, but most of the girls are so high la, lol... but still, nice people...

7:16AM in W45H

As usual, i am the earliest to reach the class... arrived at 7:02am, closes the shades and walked around abit... its 7:16am now...

Abit anxious to meet new people... lol, i see siong too has kept up his habit of arriving early for i just saw him sign in on msn, lol... probably going to watch power rangers now, knowing him... lol

Pray for the best....

Here we go now!

New school sem begins tomorrow... Shedding my skin of E35Pian to wear the new skin of W45Hian!

Truth be told, i dont know what to feel right now, lol... Sad to be leaving so many good friends behind.. yet at the same time excited to make new ones... But then again, some of u e35pians would know that i have a rather abrasive sense of humour, so its not a given fact that ill make new friends at all... But whatever... What will come, wil come and who am i to stop it?

Chapter 2 of my new life, begins...