hit by a sudden wave of loneliness. hurts. bad.
Throughout the 1 week of hols thus far, no kind soul has buzzed my phone to ask me out. yeah, i know, i should ask them out instead, right? but dunno, dont like forcing my presence on other people.. so usually ill wait for people to ask me along. a wait that usually yields no fruit.
i don't know why this pang on loneliness is hurting so bad. I after all, am used to this feeling. Throughout my life, i have had very little TRUE friends that i can call my brother and sister (thanks kennie and xiao qian da jie)
Maybe it is because i had a taste of what being with someone else is like? maybe, i dont deny it. it is possible.. =/ but yeah.. i used to like being lonely... not anymore... sigh...
Saturday, June 7, 2008
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