The Passion To Paradox

What is passion?

Encarta defines it as an Intense emotion while dictionary.com defines it as any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling.

I can tell you that there is no passion in my life. There is nothing compelling me to wake up anymore. I wake up and go to school and what do i learn? Java and PHP. and when my facis tell me i need these 2 for my FYP next year, i KNOW i am going to fail. (and dont give me that "jie min, ure so pessimistic" bullcrap)

It's just become so frustrating. It's come to the point where i even stopped enjoying playing CS! i went from second top frag in w45H to last frag in class! I've lost the passion to CS!

It's just so tiring not being passionate for anything.

I so hope that JAW will be the bit of passion that i crave.