The fearsome Paradox

I have something that both interests me very deeply, but scares me to the bottom of my soul...

When i watch tv shows about it, i can almost forget to breathe because i'm so engrossed with it, but when i think about going face to face with it, a shudder runs down my spine.

I am talking about Deep Sea Creatures, and i mean REALLY deep, till everything is black... It's almost like another planet down there in the abyss...