*deep breath*
*Exhale*
I hate the holidays. Yes, All of them. Public hols, school hols, weekends. They all suck. Hate em, couldnt hate em more.
Holidays are so friggin boring! or rather, there is no motivation for me to want to do anything. During school terms, i enjoy gaming because its a break from school work! But during the hols, i game out of necessity! (which is why i dont term myself a "gamer" these days, cuz i realised gaming just fills the gap for me)
During the hols, i have too much free time, and my mind wanders about rendering me mentally exhausted. The hols bore me! especially the long ones, like now! I just wish sometimes, i could be like a bear and hibernate till school starts again. At least, if one of the friggin 7 tuition agencies would call me by now, i would've something to do but nooooooooooo~ The tuition agencies want me to suffer! Thanks mr assholes at mr sucky tuition agencies!
Ok, bad job at staying calm.
*deep breath*
*exhale*
Lets analyze what i like to do.
1)Read
2)Play Games
3)Write stories
Read: I can't do that, because i've read every damned book in this damned coffin they call a house at least 3 times. I even read my brother's CHINESE books, and anyone who knows me KNOWS im desperate when i read chinese stuff.
Play games: Played all that i have.
Write Stories: Having not gone out at all and experienced nothing, there is honestly no inspiration for me to write any stories of any sort.
Then, when i TRY to go out, i hate it even more. Holidays just suck the liking out of EVERYTHING for me... I threw half a stick of Werther's Original candy away! And people who know me know i love WO candy. I've been known to lick the wrappings.
I hate the f***ing holidays.
*deep breath*
*exhale*
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