Shit.

I feel like shit. I sound like shit.

Since young, i was always a hyper-sensitive to the smell of cigarette smoke. so on friday, when that smoker sat next to me for that hour, infecting me with the smell of cigarette smoke, i could feel a sore throat start to develop.

Anyone who knows me or reads this blog knows that out of all illness, i HATE sore throat the most. headaches, just take panadol. fever, just go sleep. cold, just tahan. Sore throat god damns decides to REMIND you you have sore throat every friggin time you swallow. and as the production of saliva is continuous, thats alot of pain in a day. Worse, you might be thinking, just sleep it off. But hey, its not as easy as fever. you go to sleep with a sore throat (which is hard to do anyways), you wake up with an ever sorer and drier throat.

Worse is that, this sore throat im having is the irritating kind, not those kind caused by heaty food. heaty food one, the pain is minor, irritating, but minor. This sore throat is the worse kind. Why? i woke up this morning, my mouth full of saliva (my brain refuses to swallow when i have a sore throat), I went to the toilet to spit it out, and there's blood in it! FUCK!

Hurts like shit. feels like shit. IS shit. urgh.