Do they know it's christmas time at all?

Again, it's christmas time. the supposed season to be jolly.

Well, instead of being jolly, christmas is a grumpy old affair. I never celebrated xmas. Never gave nor received a christmas present (heck, i barely even have any birthday presents). Never went out with anyone for xmas.

Yeah, sure, this year some people have asked me out for xmas, but its fairly certain that it was all done out of pity. Please, don't pity me. If you wanna ask me out, do it because you want to, because maybe you somehow enjoy my company, maybe you feel like i'm fun ( i use maybe because i know im not.) not because you're thinking "Oh, poor JM, at home all alone with no one to hang out with.". Not that i do not appreciate the good intentions.

Let's see how i celebrated Xmas today, shall we?

1)Re-read Deception Point by Dan Brown.
2)Re-watch some Whose Line Is It Anyway?
3)Re-watch some Big Bang Theory.
4)Blog this post.
5)Mope.

Oh goodie. Fun.

To me, any school holiday > Christmas. Why is that? it's because at least during school holidays, my parents aren't home. Christmas in my household is essentially just a public holiday that my family doesn't celebrate. Maybe someday, just someday, i will have some one to go out with who really wants me to be with them, yeah? and i'm not even talking about the girl i like at this point. Just any friend, any friend.

The only 2 christmassy thing i did today was... 1) Watch a movie on my laptop by myself called Fred Claus, which i stopped halfway because it was repulsive.
2) listen to a song called "Do they know it's christmas?" By Band Aid 20, which is more of a humanitarian song than actually christmas song.

Woopie doo. such fun.