The Public Toilet Paradox

I'm a male. I grew up seeing the insides of the men's public washroom. I'm used to seeing urine on the floor, toilet bowls choked up with tissues, foot prints on the toilet seats ,wads of wet tissue on the ceiling, vomit in the toilet sink and even the occasional shit on the toilet floor.

There is still one thing that I cannot get. And that is what I call, the Snipers. The urinals have flaps of porcelain rising from the side, the purpose is that people using the neighbouring urinals cannot see your junk while you piss.

So why is it that people insist from standing so far away? I understand, abit of distance is okay, cuz the urinal has germs, i got it. But some people are like snipers, shoot from bloody far range away. Then you can see their junk and everything. WTF man. stand nearer please...

That is why i dont use urinals. I only use cubicles ^^

The Care-less Paradox

I could not care less. Seriously.

I can't. It's impossible. If Care had a unit of measurement, lets say, the kiloCare, or the Kc, I would have zero Kc. None at all.

2/4 of my modules are confirm down the drain... 1/4 might fail... the last one is still okay. And you know what? I have zero care for it. I seriously DO NOT CARE. I even missed a UT! I'm getting progressively worse.

Year 1, I partialled lessons.

Year 2 sem 1, I partialled more frequently.

Year 2 sem 2, I partialled even more + absents + Missed one UT deliberately.

Seriously. It's week 12 now, and for one of my module, i have 1 B, 1 C, the rest all Ds and Fs and Xs. And UT1 for that module is F too.

And guess what? I cannot bring myself to care.

Long ago, back in secondary school, my teachers would always tell us, study hard for O levels, get a good grade and choose something you like. While i understood their advice, i thought, "How bad can it be? I don't like maths or geography and i'm still studying it..." Turns out, VERYY BAD.

EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY, I go to school just dreading it. And especially after the 3 weeks holiday. It switched me off. Since coming back for 7 days of studies so far, i've partialled 4 of them.

Seriously, i cannot bring my self to care anymore!!!

The Sad Paradox.

Watch this till 6:42 and i Gurantee you'll feel at least a spark of sadness. Just listen to it closely. If you played it before, you'll probably feel even sadder.

The Life Paradox

Everyone who knows me well knows that I have no life.

And I am fine with it, I like having no life except for gaming. Many people find this peculiar... But to me, it's a product of logical reasoning.

Life sucks. I'm failing... Probably will fail... Don't care enough to try and get myself not to fail.. and as such, my life will fail.

Many things teenagers my age likes to do... Things like hanging out.. going shopping, etcetc, I do not enjoy...

So why is it so important for me to have a life when I do not enjoy life?

For me, my gaming life is much more enjoyable. A world where race is not an issue, where fat or thin are equally welcome, where everyaction i do is judged only by that action alone, not on how unattractive i am.

Is it really so hard to understand why i enjoy my virtual life?

The Almost Holidays Paradox

Holidays are right around the corner!

Here's what i have planned.

1)WoW
2)FM2010
3)Silent Hill1
4) Silent hill 2
5) silent hill3
6)silent hill 4
7)brush up video editing skill..


Suddenly became very interested in silent hill's storyline. very intriguing.

The Room Paradox

Just changed my blog song to Room of Angel, the OST from Silent Hill 4: The Room. I don't know why, listening to it makes me feel really... well, i don't know how to describe it, really.. but it just feels abit magical yet sad.. Here's the lyrics, listen closely and try to feel it.

Room Of Angel By Akira Yamaoka

You lie silent there before me
Your tears may mean nothing to me now
The wind howling at the window
The Love you never gave
I give to you

Really don't deserve it
But now there's nothing you can do
So sleep in your only memory of me
My dearest mother

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry (oh well)
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
Goodbye...
Goodbye...

So insignificant
Sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away lost
Under the sewers
Maybe flying high in the clouds

Perhaps you're happy without me
So many seeds have been sown in the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly
If I had died

I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say I'm sorry
Where is the light
I wonder if it's weeping somewhere

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry (oh well)
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
Goodbye...
Goodbye...

The Flair Paradox

In soccer, there is a certain kind of players that i like to watch, the Flair players, players with lots of tricks and agility (its why i cannot tahan Rooney.)

asides from the usual messi, ronaldinho, ronaldo, etc, here are some of my favourite lesser known flair players.

1. Jesus Navas from Sevilla FC, Right Winger


2. Sergio Aguero from At. Madrid, Striker


3. Luka Modric from Tottenham, Left/Central Midfielder


4. Mikel Arteta from Everton, Winger


5. David Silva from Valencia, Winger


6. Hatem Ben Arfa from Marseille, Midfielder