The Life Paradox

Everyone who knows me well knows that I have no life.

And I am fine with it, I like having no life except for gaming. Many people find this peculiar... But to me, it's a product of logical reasoning.

Life sucks. I'm failing... Probably will fail... Don't care enough to try and get myself not to fail.. and as such, my life will fail.

Many things teenagers my age likes to do... Things like hanging out.. going shopping, etcetc, I do not enjoy...

So why is it so important for me to have a life when I do not enjoy life?

For me, my gaming life is much more enjoyable. A world where race is not an issue, where fat or thin are equally welcome, where everyaction i do is judged only by that action alone, not on how unattractive i am.

Is it really so hard to understand why i enjoy my virtual life?