Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Hi, whoever is reading this. Yes its true, i have returned to blogging after... 2 years... I realise because of this that i seem to blog only when i have some big concern on my mind... =P

Oh wells, if you came looking for an update on my boring boring life, you have come to the absolute right place.

As i sit here in my classroom at 7:34am with only ah siong present with me, i can't help but wonder. Did i make the right choice last friday in ending it? My mind says yes, you did. By ending it, i was relieved of so much stress and burden however, my heart says NO. why? because there is this tiny little part in me that is still very much in love with her no matter what she may or may not have done. But yes, i decided to listen to my mind and several of my friends who advised me to move on. so that is what i am trying to do, move on, jie min, move!!!

The above text (in red) was my first ever post in pegasusjm.blogspot.com. I spent most of the night re-reading alot of my old posts, sadly, i'd forgotten my sec sch blog, so i lost alot of memories there. However, its nice to re-read what you've written sometimes and have a "omg, i really said/did that?" moment.

Looking at my first post now, i laugh at my innocence. My longing for my ex back then was the reason i started the blog and now i just find it ridiculous. Over this year, i've learnt that if someone doesn't want you or doesn't treasure you, then just leave. What's the point of staying and moping and thinking of that person?

I can now officially pronounce myself love-free.