The theory of partialism.

In Year 1, i only partialled for 3 reasons.

1) I felt that i could not contribute for the day's problem (because of mood or whatever)
2) The problem is too hard.
3) Alot of people partials as well. (I'm easily swayed by peer pressure sometimes.)

In year 2, i can add 1 new reason.

4) I don't fit in with the class.

I partialled on monday. I partialled on tuesday. And i partialled today. (thursday) thats 3 in a row. A hat trick.

A few posts ago, i mentioned that i had problems fitting in with the class, but that i'd give myself time. It has now been a month. In year 1 sem 1, by problem 4, i had solidified my position in the class and had a few close friends. In year 1 sem 2, i had more close friends than before.

In year 2, asides from my 2 classmates also from my y1s1 class, i can safely declare that no one else is close to me, or even considered "friend". We're just classmates.

In the past, i'd go home late everyday, hang out with friends, etc etc. Now, when we're dismissed, i go home straight.

Its not that i don't want to fit in with them, its just that the majority of them just doesnt allow me to. Most of them are clubbers ( i dont have a problem with clubbers.. but if all they talk about is clubbing... =/) or smokers ( i have a sensitive throat. Ask my sem 2 classmates)

And the guys are mostly too perverted. Not interested in talking to guys. They only talk to girls. and LOUDLY too. like barbarians.

Of course, there are about... 3 or 4 whom i would say are okay, but i havent teamed with them before so i don't really know them... meanwhile.. life is hell...