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background music is the legendary Billy(billie) Jean sang by michael jackson. After listening to it, i decided to go youtube some good old MJ songs.

I really wanted to put Smooth Criminal (my fave MJ song) as my blog song, but the video is 9 whole minutes long because of a lot of lengthy parts at the beginning, so i used this The Way You Make Me Feel duet of MJ and Britney Spears (before they both went nuts).

SO RETRO

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Hi, whoever is reading this. Yes its true, i have returned to blogging after... 2 years... I realise because of this that i seem to blog only when i have some big concern on my mind... =P

Oh wells, if you came looking for an update on my boring boring life, you have come to the absolute right place.

As i sit here in my classroom at 7:34am with only ah siong present with me, i can't help but wonder. Did i make the right choice last friday in ending it? My mind says yes, you did. By ending it, i was relieved of so much stress and burden however, my heart says NO. why? because there is this tiny little part in me that is still very much in love with her no matter what she may or may not have done. But yes, i decided to listen to my mind and several of my friends who advised me to move on. so that is what i am trying to do, move on, jie min, move!!!

The above text (in red) was my first ever post in pegasusjm.blogspot.com. I spent most of the night re-reading alot of my old posts, sadly, i'd forgotten my sec sch blog, so i lost alot of memories there. However, its nice to re-read what you've written sometimes and have a "omg, i really said/did that?" moment.

Looking at my first post now, i laugh at my innocence. My longing for my ex back then was the reason i started the blog and now i just find it ridiculous. Over this year, i've learnt that if someone doesn't want you or doesn't treasure you, then just leave. What's the point of staying and moping and thinking of that person?

I can now officially pronounce myself love-free.

2 weeks.

of peace. of serenity. of silence. of bliss.

At last... a break from the hellish sem 1.

While it wouldnt be wrong to say that relationships between the guys in class has improved (mostly due to CS), it would be wrong to say that i am an accepted member of the class.

Odd.

I went down to W4-6 food haven to eat today, and i saw this door with a notice pasted on it saying the door handle is faulty. i've seen this for several days but i really looked at it today.

The notice said Door handle faulty.

I read the notice, i looked at the door and i thought to myself "FAULTY?? Theres NO door handle left!!"

The holidays.

They are coming.

2 more shitty days. 2 weeks of peace. then 10+ weeks of death. then it ends.

Can i make it? Or will i be the second SIT suicide case in rp?

how much longer can this go on?

How much longer can i partial? avoid the class, avoid the lessons, avoid school? I don't know. I want to stay. i want to get educated, i want to have fun, just like in year 1. But it's so hard this year. There's nothing to stay for and everything just screams "LEAVE"

So friendless.

11 more weeks to go

You made it past week 5. You can do it. Ignore ur class, buckle up and get to work. come on.

Overcome the odds, the shitty odds.


SEMPER PARATUS!