The Language-Friendship Paradox.

I do not mean to brag whatsoever, but i like to believe that i have an above average grasp and command of the english language.

So why is it that i have such a hard time communicating with people (ie. my current classmates.)?

And why do i communicate with majority of my friends in Mandarin?
hmm.. it is a pickle..


Was on facebook the other day, did something called "What are you hiding from your friends?"
The answer i got was "Emotions"

and they went in depth.

"You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall"

i find it to be extremely true... alot of the time, when im not in the mood, i will just smile and laugh for the sake of everyone so people can have a good time.