When the darkness starts to cover your eyes, i will carry you...

Hey ho~ I seemed to have lost my habit of blogging daily... hmm.. oh wells... much has happened since i last blogged... For starters, i DID manage to get the class video out by monday afternoon, and thankfully, it was to generally good reviews! though one said it was plain and another said it was okay but i could see from her face that she was bored... =/ but hey, majority wins =D


Anyways, on to the topic i have in mind... I was reading one of my close friend's blog and i noted that she said she doesn't feel that i am sincerely her friend, not because of anything i did, but because her friend betrayed her when she was younger and now she has lost faith in friendship... Now, i'm fine with that, i really am, because to me, no matter how she feels, she IS my close friend... And i also perfectly understand how she is feeling, because a few years back, my friend betrayed me too, and i couldn't trust anyone for a long long time, preferring to be emo and kept to myself for many many years until i came to poly...

What changed when i came to poly? Simple, i met someone who goes by the name of Sheryl Silas Lim Pei Ru, aka "my ex"... Even though when i was with her, i felt constantly stressed and such, there was something about her that just unlocked me. Opened me up again to make me cheerful...

Sadly, when we broke up, i clammed up again but somehow, someway, i managed to claw my way out with the help of my friends (Her admitting she had a new bf really helped too).

I don't know if this friend of mine reads my blog, but if she does, i just want her to know that she shouldn't lose her faith in friendship, because if a friend can betray you, that person wasn't really your friend at all, so she shouldnt blame the concept of friendship, she should just blame that particular person. There are bad people in the world, that is true. But at the end of the day, the amount of good people is far more, so my advice to this particular friend is to take a risk, open up and accept our offerings of friendship... Sure, she might get hurt by other more evil people, but at the end of the day, as i have learnt, getting hurt is part and parcel of life. Everyone gets hurt someday but it takes a real winner to stand up and recover from it quickly and i have the confidence that my friend is a winner, she is just lacking the self belief....

End of that topic...
Starting next topic.

Today was Maths and Computing, a VB lesson today~
It was rather complex at the beginning for me... but after Kenneth Yap, aka E35P's local VB KING, took over in teaching us during break out 2, it became much simpler...

Me and one of my teammates, I call her Hiddie, agreed that VB is not just something you can learn via PBL, because PBL needs you to research and stuff, and somethings, like VB, just cannot be learnt like that. We need a more Teacher-like figure, like VB king, to guide us through. I learnt more about VB today than in all the previous lessons and my respect for Kenneth has just gone higher as he had the option to not teach us and gain the glory all for himself, but he did, and for that, i am grateful.

Over all, a good 2 days... =) looking forward to culture tomorrow because its always interesting... and even more to enteprise, which isn't as interesting but i have an awesome awesome group and always manage to have a fun time while working hard =)