Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks...

Mood has been at an all time low... i would post the thousands of pics of the class outing i had on thursday, but really.. no mood... I can't believe 16 weeks will pass so fast... Is it even possible? It seems like just yesterday when we had our FIRST ever cognitive lesson on monday when i teamed with cheryl, kai tien and xing quan, whom i barely knew but are now my good friends.

Does the class know that before i sleep every night, my thoughts are always about them? my awesomest friends?

I just wish that they, too, think of me as their friend...

As the day of seperation draws closer, i only know that i will slowly get sadder...

Alone time, at last.

It's the last cognitive lesson today... and sadly, considering it's my second best subject, the topic today is a bore, so i decided to skip it and go to the class next door instead... It's so quiet and so dark... exactly the way i like it... Even though i now lead a life with alot of friends, there are occasions, rare occasions, when i just want to be by myself... And today is one of those occasions...

So even though a few of my classmates said that it's stupid for me to leave only to go next door, i feel that it is the right thing to do. I mean, even if i didn't go next door, what else CAN i do? go home? that's even worse. stay? boring... so, here is a good balance.. im alone.. but yet, my good friends are all near me... and it warms me to hear them laughing from next door... =)

Sem 1's coming to an end soon... so this means that this will probably be one of the last times i sit here alone... *happy sigh*

How do i...

Today, 2nd last maths and computing lesson...

Was actually very very easy....

and i learnt that our results for the sem are sent to us via email.. so, yay, my parents wont know i got 4 Fs for maths alone, lol...

I'm dead beat tired...

i love e35p... minus 1

Lord of the rings? or Terracotta warriors?

Just watched The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor with Chew sung, siti, simon, sherman, baky, hid and suet.

It really triggered deja vu, lol.. i mean, its a good movie (fairly. 7/10) but the battle scene was really like from lord of the rings la.. even had the "dead warriors" who want to kill the emperor kinda thing...

But anyway, as usual, for me, watching movies are about spending time with friends... i don't mind if the movies sucks as long as i have fun with friends... so, ya...

Science today... Abit hard to do... but ya, it's okay.. used to it...

and, my bloody cbox, keeps screwing up, so i just removed it...

Btw, xin, really hope u get better soon... school's just not the same without u...

I seem kinda irritatable today, right?

yeah... it's because... i dunno.. school's ending... and i really really really dont wanna leave... sigh...

How do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breath without you
if you ever go
how do i ever, ever survive
how do i
how do i
how do i live?
-Excerpt of LeAnn Rimes' How do i live without you, which i dedicate to my class.

Cruel... Just cruel...

Finally, i have finished watching Fate Stay Night... Feeling so sad and down now... For Shirou and Saber... Although they are in love, they can't be together as they live in different dimensions... Even so, they are still happy in the knowledge that they are in love.

It makes me wonder about my own situation... It kinda sucks...

haiz...

hmmm

Today was enterprise day, was rather interesting as the narnia saga continued to unfold in class... but shall not talk about that, because i've been talking about it too much, lol...

today, as i packed up my bags and left the classroom, at the precise moment that i walked through the door, a thought went through my head. It had occured to me then that that was the 2nd last friday that i would walk through the door of my beloved E35P. Just thinking about it made me feel overwhelmed with sadness...

Many of you have been to me exactly what i would expect from a brother or sister, and i feel proud to have called you my friend. Regardless of whatever happened between me and anyone, i just want you guys to know that i still appreciate you guys all the same and will never forget you as "My First Friends".

Rest assured that no matter what happens, the last day of Semester 1 08/09 E35P will be the saddest day of my life...

Bring out the guns!

Yesterday was a brilliant day. Not only was it because it was Men's Night, where some of the guys in our class stayed behind to chill and just have fun, but yesterday i finally finally FINALLY brought out my "cannon"!

Long time never shoot people le, cannon abit rusty... but still shoot until not bad.. but sadly, the creature misunderstood the cannon ball -.-

Seriously la... Can she like, stop blaming us for everything? If she takes her head out of her shithole and just look at herself properly, it should be instantly clear everything is her fault. Even i, the reclusive quiet JM have no shortage of friends in my life here... jeez... fucktard la she..